Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Time equals Change

When I was young up until College years, I used to smile a lot and laugh a lot. When I was about to turn 25, I started feeling depressed about my life and do not know what to do. I recovered from it though, after a year. When I reached 27, year 2007, the year my Tita Lorna died, I started to feel lonely and sad. I think, I have recovered from it after two years. It was really a very slow process because I love my Tita Lorna as much as I love my parents, Lola Coring, my brother, niece and Brian. Losing someone you love really kills a part of yourself. Moving on...I didn't actually noticed the year 2009 and 2010 pass by because of busy schedule at work. I never even realized that I was about to turn 30 last 2010. But now, its 2011...I am becoming more serious about a lot of things...also confused with a lot of things. I am in my early 30s now...starting to have white hair and even losing some hair, hahahaha. I feel like, I need to change and concentrate more about myself. I no longer have much time for night outs unlike when I was still in my 20's. I seldom see a movie unlike when I was still in mid 20's...had watched movies more than 3 times in a month. Things really change when you grow old. There has to be a progress...maybe not so much about monetary but wisdom. I have learned a lot from my past experiences and those made me who I am now and what I am now. I hope I would still continue to gain more wisdom...

another nonsense blog from me...just sharing.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

whatever comes out...

It's really been a long time since I last checked my blog and even posted something here. For the past years, I have experienced a lot of things...good and bad. I cried a lot when I left my former store in Intramuros...its as if leaving a family that has been there for you through thick and thin. But I had to move on. I had to leave the bad memories but never forget the good ones. I miss those people who always made me smile...who I trusted and respected so much. If only I could turn back time, I would still stay with you guys and enjoy working with you all (you know who you are!)

Moving on...I am in a new store now...somewhere in Makati. I have a new family. They are all nice to me and were able to at least accept me for who I am and what I am. I have been there since October 11th, 2010. It will be my 6th month this coming April 11th. Time is really so fast. I've seen a lot of people come and go in the store...most especially the crew whom I had fun working with. That's why I keep on sticking to the job I have...its fulfilling and gratifying.

But I am getting old now...turning 31 this coming October. I still haven't achieved what I wanted to achieve. Well, actually, I don't even know what I really want to achieve...that's one big problem though. Anyways, I just wish that someday and somehow, I will be a lot happier than before.

Another nonsense post from me...:-)