First Day at work for the Year 2009

Just arrived from work...first day for the year 2009. Today's a special holiday for all employees so there werent a lot of customers who came in to dine. It felt different because the past months had been a very busy for all of us...now, its like a cemetery where only ghosts and dead people exist (hahaha, nice analogy) Anyways, there are a lot of pending paperworks I had to finish so I started doing that. I wanted to feel happy and excited about our upcoming trip to Palawan but I cant. I'm starting to become a loner...I hate it.

I'll just finish all my paperworks so then I'll feel better and happy...nonsense article again. Hahaha.

First two hours of the very first day of New Year!

First day of New Year...

I am already here in the condo, just arrived from Mandaluyong...celebrated New Year's Eve with my family. We weren't complete because my brother is still at work in Shangrila Hotel Edsa. This New Year's Eve is really different from the past years. It's not as exciting as before...somewhat gloomy. My cousin-in-law just recently died and we are still grieving. My Tita Lorna is no longer with us...it was raining...I guess, until now it is raining. People did not buy lots of firecrackers as compared before. Dad only prepared small servings of food. Its really different...this is the only time I did not take any pictures of us celebrating the New Year. Gosh...I hope our new year isn't as gloomy as our New Year's Eve.

I left our house at around 1 AM. Had a chance to say goodbye to everyone before they all started to sleep. I said goodbye to my Lola Coring. She told me she might go abroad soon...I know what she means by it so I told her not to say it. I told her to promise me that she will still live for more years. I felt so nervous and sad when she told me she might "go abroad." But then, she promised me she won't surrender. I love her so much.

I really don't know whether or not there's still something I need to celebrate today. Eversince Tita Lorna died, things felt different, things for me are no longer as wonderful and happy as before. I don't want to lose anyone anymore. They are all important to me and I love them so much.

Enough of the dramas...Happy New Year to all!

Happy New Year to Everyone!!!

Its about time...time to start a new. 7 hours from now, a new year will start...a new beginning to everyone.

I have my new year's resolutions list already and I hope that I would be able to follow it. Hehehe.

Well, time for me to go to Mandaluyong. I'll celebrate my New Year's Eve with my family.

Again, Happy New Year to all of us!

Christmas Time

It's Christmas time once more...but I don't really feel it anymore. Though sometimes people greet me and I greet them back, I still don't feel it. I guess, Christmas really is for kids.

Anyways, even if I find Christmas as merely for kids...I would still say that its something to celebrate. This is the only time where people meet together, laugh together, cry together and other mixed emotions. I guess, Christmas is still a special day for everyone.

I am making nonsense again...Merry Christmas to all!!!

The Zamora-Diaresco Nuptial

I just arrived last night from my friend's wedding in Nueva Ecija. Gina Zamora, one of my closest friends in UP just got married to Doney Adrian Diaresco, a very nice man, yesterday at around 3 PM. I was there to witness it and I had sung at least 4 songs during the wedding rites. It was a memorable one as I saw the groom and bride exchanging vows with a smile and with wet cheeks and eyes due to tears of joy. It was really a great day for them and for my UP Barkada. Now, two of my best of friends from UP are married...I still have me and Imee, Ailyn, Aileen, Maila and Shereen on roll call for marriage. Hehehe. I'm guessing its going to be Ailyn.

Anyways, congratulations to Mr. and Mrs. Diaresco. I wish you both a happy marriage life and I'll expect to see my godchild soon. Love you guys!

Just practising for Gina's Wedding

Just practising for Gina's Wedding on December 14th. Give your comments please...thanks!

All Alone Again, Goodbye Ate Ono

Month of November is nearly saying goodbye to us all and December, Christmas and New Year's day are almost coming...but that will not change the way my life is right now. I am still alone and lonely.

Just two days ago, one of my dear cousin's wife died of cancer. She was close to the family and especially me. I never saw her crying nor angry. She was the best cousin-in-law I have ever had in my life. Now that she's gone, things will not be the same again as before...just the same changes that had happened to my life after my Aunt Lorna died last year. It's really painful but I have to accept it. I know that she is happy now and that there's no more pain that would ever hurt her. I will miss you Ate Ono. May her soul be blessed and rest in peace.

Not making sense again...but I am really lonely.